You've said too much I know my voice sounds like shit but I'll sing anyway though it makes you uncomfortable 'cause you know I could not care less Please close the door My songs are meaningless but I might overflow if I tried to hold them in and you'd drown with me, too Sailing on this paper boat You're too big for it to stay afloat My friends and I will disappear like smoke

Omae wa kakoi da Soshite ore no koto wa ja nai Me, sono me, Totemo subarashi. So da yo. Demo mayu wa nise Good morning! I wanted to tell you all the things about you that I just adore What's that you say? You don't understand so I will try to tell you in a different way!

I knew what my chances were the first time that I laid my eyes on you. I was a fool to think that this time you'd be different, and we would end up living in a caslte near the beached of La Jolla. So, this time around there's nothing to lose. I might as well put away my dancing shoes, and ask you on a date 'cause I've come to love the heart ache. You my dear are so beautiful. I couldn't ask for more than you to sit next to me in my poetry class, so I can read your notes about Rilke from over your shoulder. Let me light a cigarette to commemorate the last time that I saw you. It came too soon, and I think one semester's long enough for you to notice me eventually, but you don't even know my name. Next time around, I'll be brave. I'll give you a reason to know my name. You've got hearts to break and time to waste, and I look forward to the day when you publish your collection to buy.

So I am standing next to you, feeling the cold off your shoulder/ Wondering when things ever went wrong, oh yea/ And I smell the sweet smell of gasoline, I wonder how easy it is to blow it up/ Oh yea! Do you see that vagrant standing on that corner asking no questions knowing he’ll get no reply/ oh yea! Well I’ll bet you a million dollars he’s less miserable than me because he’s not standing next to you, oh yea! Can’t you see what you’re doing, can’t you see what you’re pulling/ Can’t you feel the fire burning out of our lives, can’t you see/ Don’t you know/ That every word out of your mouth goes through me like snakes/ And every tear that you shed tells me what is at stake/ Can’t you see, don’t you know/ I’d rather die than be part of your problems/ I’d rather die than ever be with you/ I’d rather be called a witch and have you burn me at the stake/ Then think that you were just the first part of a lifelong mistake/ I’d rather sit in the rain on Broadway/ Begging every soul for some change/ Getting high on whiskey and wondering where I went wrong/ Then realizing at least I don’t have to see your face/ I’d hate to say and I hate to believe it but I’d rather die than be with you/ Because you are step one to my problems, step two for my addictions/ And step three for my indolence/ But I want you to know, I need you to know, I love you more than anything else/ But fuck you, you’re miserable, fuck me, I’m stupid, this has gone long enough/ I’m not on my stage, my soapbox is at home, this is all coming from my heart/ Like the Decembrists you failed, exiled to Siberia, this is one botched Revolt/ Don’t you lie, don’t you lie, don’t you ever, ever lie, please tell me the truth/ Is this how you feel, is there a gun to your head, or possibly another moment of truth/

I don’t understand/ Why my desperation is at its ends/ Why the fuck am I settling for this, bullshit/ I don’t need three hots and a cot/ I only need you to stop/ The Things, I revolt the most/ I hope you whipe the blood from your nose before I see you again/ I can’t wait until we become the next Bonnie and Clyde/ Hiding out in Platte City, with Thompsons in the trunk/ Anything but, anything but, anything but addictions/ That ogre is not to be fucked/ I hope you whipe the blood from your nose before I see you again/ I know/ That this was unplanned/ I'm just a boy who is trying to understand/

You've said too much I know my voice sounds like shit but I'll sing anyway though it makes you uncomfortable 'cause you know I could not care less Please close the door My songs are meaningless but I might overflow if I tried to hold them in and you'd drown with me, too Sailing on this paper boat You're too big for it to stay afloat My friends and I will disappear like smoke